dear diary,
im gunna try to write more but i forget sumtimes although i think it would be a good idea if i started writing again. xanga reminds me of being emo n its dumb lol. but thats ok. i read my old xanga n how happy i use to be n now i have everything i want n then sum but sumthing is missing n i dont kno wat it is. i stopped talkin to all my res friends cept gretchen cuz i just have no use for drama i guess n i just dont care bout nething other then family work close friends n ryan.i hate being so non caring nemore but i cant help it that ive moved on. i hope i i dont get like this is college.

sincerely,
      lonely again

          dear diary,
senior year is over n tonight is senior prom oooooooo damn i cant believe it. it is crazy how time flies by so fast. im sad yet super de super excited bout being dun with school im not gunna lie. new expierences new friends happy memories n plenty of parties. n i wont be goin to northern alone ill have my friend krista and my amazing boyfriend ryan. who is alst my prom date for this evening. i hope i cum back n read this in a a couple months n realize how happy i am with him. ive never been with a guy who makes me as happy as he has this past few months. dating officailly for 4 but likin each other for 6 or 7ish. so happy. advice to everyone FALL IN LOVE!! TAKE THE CHANCES OF HEARTBREAK. dont be afraid. let it happen. the sad thing a year from now im gunna be sayin the opposite but thats just cuz i will end up gettin hurt but thats ok im in love with the love of my life and i couldnt be happier.

      dear diary,
well i got my new tattoo and im head over heels in love. being 18 so far has been amazing. now all i have to do is wait till august to get the tongue pierced n ill be all set. although ive resulted to tanning n being blonde with big boobs. im one of those girls and i hate it but i must learn to live with it i just cant help it that i look like garbage with dark hair.
                        sincerely,
                             a stupid girl

     dear diary,
im officially 18 now n its time to party. i cant wait. i bought stuff that u have to b 18 to buy i was excited hah lol. i need a new tattoo n a tongue piercing now excellent.

                                           sincerely,
                                                    legal

................................Justi

dear niu,
are u ready for me? ha am i ready for u? i honestly dont kno. but im willing and extremely excited to find out. the whole idea of living on my own with no mom scares me but sounds kinda exciting. this is a HUGE step for me considering the longest ive gone with out parents was 2 days. im babied i suppose but i love it.

                                                  sincerely,
                                                       Justi

......................Justi